feelin autistic
it sounds like im being like derogatory but this is so genuine. ive been so busy lately and i dont have the energy to think about how im interacting with people. i feel like i cant like mask things the way i usually do and people are NOTICING. i just feel like i was paid a visit from the autism fairy recently. not that i am not usually acting like that, its just intesified as of late. yeah. feelin EXTRA autistic.
felt this deeply, people look at me weird or I have a cringey interaction and suddenly I'm reminded that I'm autistic as shit and just hide it well on most days.
I did that one major autism test where you score points from 0-200 or so. If you score over 120 you're very likely to also get diagnosed properly.
I scored 12 points so I'm fine I think. Also never really felt autistic.